February 2010
1 post
i give up
i give up on this tumblr. im holding back many many things. ive already told you this before, but im only going to tell one person that’s following me about my new one. im sorry guys, its not because i dont like you guys or anything, im just protecting you guys from what i really think and dream and look and vision, it will frighten and even scare some of you guys. so sorry :/.
January 2010
1 post
new tumblr
my tumblr is getting too public, so im going to make another one. i cant vent or really talk about things that i want to. im only going to tell the new site to a couple people, so sorry.
November 2009
2 posts
the joy of crying
I really need to join clubs other than the clubs associated with my hotel program. I want to culture myself and meet people of all origins and orientations. I think ill do that as soon as I quit starbucks in january.
On another note, crying a very good way to let things out. I think crying is one of the most primitive and basic form of emotional expression…think about it; babies who know no...
SHE SOUNDS LIKE A FOUR YEAR OLD WHO DIDN'T GET THE...
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October 2009
11 posts
hahaha i have a crush
i have the biggest crush on someone, the kinds of crushes that when you think about you and that person being together, you feel this weird fluttering and sinking feeling in your chest. the kind of crushes that will end up being nothing, and all you can do is fantasize and imagine some story. the kind of crushes that the other person is nothing like you, and that in real life, you and your crush...
i take it back
ignore my last entry
i do want to go to seattle, but would never want to settle in it
yesterday, me and a couple of friends watched new york i love you, and it just made realize how amazing new york is. and then we went to go eat pomme frittes. and we skipped and hopped and ran all the way there.
it was like a movie scene, four kids running like idiots down 2nd avenue, passing two or three...
Mush
i thought i would discover who i was here at nyu i thought i could be my true self i thought i could start out new, be someone that i always was deep at heart i thought i could explore new things, look at things in a different perspective. somethings have changed. but not all. not even close to half..no no a thirds. its too close to home here its too close to everyone that i love here its too...
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i have a secret
and dikyi, ill always be there for you. and everything will be fine.
POTENTIAL NEW ROOMMATE
dikyi:
awesome chick, hope this works out!! <3
you’re an awsome chick.
oh new york
credits to lena. i dont know her well. and i stole her photos. but they were just too good to let them rot on facebook.
September 2009
4 posts
i cannot wait for my shoppinng spree.
rant
i havent blogged since forever. I don’t have anyone to rant or vent to because my best friend is never in New York, and if she is, she’s locked inside her house.
i love college. i cant stop talking about it to everyone, and frankly, they are starting to get kinda annoyed. but there’s so many new things here. i can’t say this enough, but i love NYU, i love new york city and...
things i must do before freshman year ends.
:(
highschool, get the fuck out of my life.
especially you, brandon, leo, richard, and etc, stop bothering me and stop invading the only place so far where i can be myself. Get the fuck out.
and paul i would appreciate it if you didnt bring my arch enemy in highschool to our fucking dorm. are you fucking crazy?
August 2009
32 posts
a feeling that ive never had
this is strange.
i cant sleep eventho im really really tired im moving out tomorrow…actually today lol
um, i have this really weird feeling in my gut and chest. it doesnt come close to a bitter sweet feeling anymore, its more like falling from the sky not knowing if there will be a net to save you kinda feeling. like the feeling that you get when you are like a second away from falling...
notes
1.pick up nyu id: 7East12thstreet 1st floor at 9:00 am 2.organize all boxes and keep track of each box 3.cancel pell grant at binghamton and stony brook 4.schedule freaking nyu welcome week thing ugh
packing
my room is a mess. there are so many things to pack and throw out. its kinda symbolic in a way.
toodles!
thank God im moving out
i just had an argument with my parents. My dad is now unemployed and my mom is on vacation so im stuck at home with them and they are driving me insane. all of a sudden they want to come back into my life and say and do things that they couldnt have said and done when they were working. i want them to go away. they keep asking me what i want to eat, and what im going to do today, and if they can...
birthday!
i love birthdays :)
according to my mom, i havent been born yet. shes starting to have her first contractions around this time.
am i a jerk??
hongsok: whats up with your middle toe?
shelya: i dont know, i think i stubbed it while i was walking out, and it broke or something. it bent side ways so i had to tape it up to the other toe.
hongsok: AHHHHHHAHAHAHAH for the next 3 minutes
shelya: ... what the fuck?
List
1. buy laptop 2. buy clothes 3. buy corkboard 4. buy shoes 5. buy athletic wear 6. pick up nyu id 7. pick up/ print weekly schedule 8. do something about nyu blackboard 9. buy microwave/fridge 10. have meeting with nyu advisor 11. do something about starbucks schedule
hipstertracks:
Gee - 소녀시대
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“If you judge people, you have no time to love them.”
– mother theresa
i hate my tumblr layout.
9 more days
dikyi:
hoongshook:
haha, my parents wont leave me alone now that im about to go. i dont mean not leaving me alone as in yelling at me and telling me what to do. i mean not leaving me alone as in coaxing me to come eat out with them, and coming in my room just to stare at me while sitting on my bed. guess they are getting pretty old…
my dad just came into my room just to read his newspaper....
9 more days
haha, my parents wont leave me alone now that im about to go. i dont mean not leaving me alone as in yelling at me and telling me what to do. i mean not leaving me alone as in coaxing me to come eat out with them, and coming in my room just to stare at me while sitting on my bed. guess they are getting pretty old…
my dad just came into my room just to read his newspaper. hes’ saying...
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tenzingchonzom:
What the hell is this: It’s two months into summer and I haven’t been to the beach at ALL. Is this a joke? Watch me go there like x987654765435 times right before school starts haha.
LOL! i need a tan reallllll bad too!
15 more days and counting
I MISS DYIKI.
its my first time actually missing someone. i mean, i missed my mom and dad when i went down to florida once for 3 days and when i went to bolivia for a week, and other people when i didnt get to see them for a long time, but this is different. I’ve never wanted to talk and gossip and sing and laugh and chill and eat together so much with another person.
i miss my best friend dikyi :(.
i miss the playground and the animals and digging...
im not good with goodbyes
everyone’s leaving in about two to three weeks. ill be real sad, like crying sad…maybe for a few really close people.
i have to chill with some friends before they go off to college. for some i’ll say goodbye, have a good life. for others i’ll say i’ll see ya soon! but goodbyes are goodbyes, it’s sad whether you will see them again or not.
i came back home an...
careful what you wish for
im completely and utterly exhausted. ive worked 18 hours yesterday. 18 hours. and forget it when i said its gonna be fun, beacuse its not. my foot is throbing, my back and neck hurts alot, and my legs and hands feels really reallly warm and swollen, my eyes are bloodshot dry and i smell like food and coffee and garbage.
imma quit one job or the other because i cant pull this off again with 3...