Mush

i thought i would discover who i was here at nyu
i thought i could be my true self
i thought i could start out new, be someone that i always was deep at heart
i thought i could explore new things, look at things in a different perspective.
somethings have changed. but not all. not even close to half..no no a thirds.
its too close to home here
its too close to everyone that i love here
its too close to everyone that i know here
its too close to everything i was, and everything i dont want to be anymore
and now, im confused, and i dont who i am, what i want to be.

i love new york. but i want to go somewhere where i can actually start out new. I want to go to Seattle, Boston, Huston, maybe Canada.